Love Me?

​Wherever you are, 

Whatever your struggle,

Whatever your insecurities, 

Whatever your imperfections,  

I still love you.
Words,  right? 
Empty words. 
Test me, try me.
Ask me to help you and see for yourself

 if I will push you down or lift you up, 

but be patient with me – 

sometimes we get tangled up 

and in order to stand up tall,

we must first get down into the mud together

in order to crawl out together.

 

I’m not going to hold your head underwater, 

but don’t be afraid if I ask you to swim alongside me. 
Do you see my imperfections too?

Do you know my struggles? 

My insecurities,  my imperfections? 

Can I trust you with mine? 

Can you find it in your heart to love me too?
I’ve heard that rough and imperfect stones, 

When placed under the heavy weight of stress and trial and flame, 

Will sharpen and refine and polish one another, 

Into something that appears quite differently in time,

But it isn’t quite the same at all when they are left alone. 
I know that I’m loud.

I know that I’m passionate. 

I know that I don’t like to be wrong. 

Forgive me.

Help me.
Love me?

Separation

​Loss. 

Absence.

Separation.

Not being able to hug or talk to that person you love. 
It sucks.

I hate death. 

I hate the separation that death brings. 
I hate that it is the wages of sin that leads to death. 
Yes, I hate that same sinfulness and wickedness and worldliness that I once loved, because it brings death and destruction. 
I hate that I was too often been a party to sin in my life.

 

I hate that my example and influence for years did not free the captives, did not bring life, did not lift up and encourage myself and others along a different path – a path turned away from sin. 
I used to have a god that had no problem with me being wrapped up in sin and death, because my god was no god at all,  but I was my own master – justifying my own thoughts and opinions and ideas that weren’t Godly or righteous or true. 
But I serve a new master today, and it is only by the grace of God that my eyes have been opened to not hate the law,  but to love God’s instruction – and it isn’t a license to sin or a ladder of works – it’s a new life. 
I used to SAY that I know that I’m saved, but my life sure didn’t SHOW that I know that I’m saved.  I had a type of religious awareness that was empty of any abiding relationship of walking in His will. 
My idea of being loving like Christ was just to “not judge others” so that I could justify all the sin that I was allowing to be active in my own life. But Jesus didn’t say that we should ignore the speck in someone else’s eye so we could leave the log in our own eye. No, He said REMOVE the log in your own eye so you can then help your brother REMOVE the log in his eye as well. 
Jesus said,  “Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand” a statement that many of “those who are of the synagogue of Satan, who claim to be Jews though they are not, but are liars” would say is “judgemental” and “not loving and compassionate and tolerant of alternative opinions”.
The Bible tells us that sin separates us from God (Isaiah 59:2), that belief and obedience and life are unified not exclusive from each other (John 3:36).
So if we are comfortable remaining in our sin, can we say that we feel any loss, absence,  or separation from God? If we never recognized our sin removing us from His presence,  if we do not have a hunger or longing that draws us to God and away from the sin that steals,  kills,  and destroys,  can we say that we ever really knew that true love for God, for His will, for the way, for the truth? 
Can we say that we have yielded and surrendered or lives fully to Christ,  not only as “take me as I am” Savior, but also as “lay down your life,  pick up your cross,  and follow me” Lord?
If you cannot say that your life is fully surrendered at this moment, then I encourage you right now, to confess your sins, to believe Him, to choose right now who it is you will serve. And if you will do this, if you choose for your life, your whole life – desires, thoughts, words, actions, possessions,  talents and resources – to be surrendered today in your faithful acceptance of this call to discipleship as a follower of Christ,  not just a fan or a dead religious convert, I tell you, “Your sins are forgiven. Go and sin no more.”
Do not hear this and worry and say to yourself,  “but what if I sin” because “if Christ has freed you, you are free indeed”. Confess your sin with a true heart of repentance, with godly sorrow not just worldly sorrow, and “He is faithful to forgive”. But do not make little of sin,  do not excuse sin and wickedness that grieves the Holy Spirit and that separates you from the annointing in which you are to flow and the calling in which you are supposed to walk and the good works He has set before you. Otherwise, you might find that you have deceived yourself with religious ideas and the empty philosophies andtraditions of men, and you might find under close examination that you are not in the faith. 
Do not shrink back from the light of Truth,  from the rebuke of those wise men who both demonstrate the love of Christ and the righteousness of a holy life dedicated to God. Be afraid instead of any man who has one and not the other and calls himself a disciple of Christ. For there are many blind guides who offer either the trap of empty religious practices or the trap of justifying worldliness and godlessness by blaspheming the name and purpose of Christ’s abiding presence in His vessels on this earth – and both of those paths will lead many to their deaths. 
Seek and find that narrow gatec and the narrow path, and set your eyes firmly upon the Hope of Glory, and do NOT look back,  do NOT turn back to your old ways of rebellion, do NOT take your hand from the plow,  do NOT grow weary in your well doing,  but TRUST IN THE LORD – BELIEVE – and do not allow the whispers of doubt or temptation or trial or persecution or oppression sway you from your eternal destination – lest we find ourselves at the end of this race disqualified and deceived. 
Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners will inherit the kingdom of God. And such were some of you. But you were washed, but you were sanctified, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God.

I Corinthians 6:9‭-‬11 NKJV
One day, some of you will see this old body of mine pass away and go into the ground. Buy if anyone tells you that I’m dead, just smile. By the grace of God, by my faithfulness to seek a life of obedient following in His footsteps, by my Hope being securely rooted in Christ, and His love pouring out through my life as a living testimony that Jesus Christ is the one truth, one life, one way – I live today and forevermore.

Death,  where is your victory? 

Sin,  where is your grip? 

I am free,  free indeed! 

Thank you,  Jesus! 

Paint on the Canvas

Just a thought:

If it’s easy for the enemy to paint us as enemies of one another, is it partially because we have not proven ourselves to be such close friends that the paint on top would be in such contrast to the canvas underneath that it couldn’t hardly be believed?

Isn’t it quite easy to simply enhance and exaggerate colors that were already there (that show our prejudices, our mistrust, our fear, and our division), but much harder to cover up one solid, vivid color (of overflowing love) completely with another?

Will we continue to get mad at the enemy for pitting us against one another, and mad at the others for believing what is being sold about us – how we are being repainted as enemies? Or will we prove ourselves so strongly to be a friend and a servant and in unity and in love that the lies could hardly be believed?

Or will we remain content lying about our hearts and being most content to look at the world as “them” and as “us”, with as much separation between the two as possible?

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#BeTrue #LoveOrHate #WhoAreYou #WhatDoYouREALLYBelieve

A lost, sinful world in need of Truth in Love, in need of the whole Jesus

​I expect in a sinful world of lost people for some to react to opportunities to riot, loot, steal, kill and destroy with those very things. And I expect people who don’t have the power, love, and self control that comes from the Holy Spirit to act like idiots and burn their own communities to the ground. 

I am not justifying it, but the Bible teaches me to expect natural man to be this way. 

I expect some people who don’t value and love and serve others,  but whose jobs put them in situations where they are afraid of dying (because they have no confidence in God to guide their steps) to sometimes unjustly shoot and kill others out of the fear, anxiety, and stress of an unknown situation that might end their life before they are ready. 

I am not justifying it, but the Bible teaches me to expect natural man to be this way. 
I expect that people who push the limits of fighting against authority,  resisting authority,  and causing a menace to society might end up at the wrong end of a deadly escalation of resistance being met with the understandable increasing levels of force necessary to bring a dangerous situation under control. 

I am not justifying it, but the Bible teaches me to expect natural man to be this way. 
Natural men reacting in the flesh will produce works of the flesh. The wages of sin are death. It leads to destruction. So none of this should come as a big surprise to us.

But don’t try to sell me that it is just a black and white thing. Don’t try to sell me that it is just a rich and a poor thing. It is a sin thing. It is a lack of love thing. It is a failure of our people, our community, our nation to turn to God, so we are being divided and conquered just as we should expect to be if we are unwilling to change. 
Those unseen enemies want us divided and conquered,  pointing fingers at each other, and running from each other in fear – but I have a different proposition to offer:
If the news shows us that races hate each other,  let’s go out there TODAY and prove them wrong, Christian,  with an outpouring of love towards that group they say you hate. You say,  but they are my enemy,  they are acting like terrorists – and I say that Jesus called us to love and pray for our enemies,  because He explained that our true enemies are not flesh and blood.
If the news shows us that the rich hate and oppress the poor, or that the poor live lazily off of the rich, let’s go out there TODAY and prove them wrong,  Christian, with an outpouring of love and support and working as if unto the Lord and giving freely and openhandedly that proves that people are more valuable than money and possessions – because Jesus told us to be satisfied with our needs being met and to sell and give to the poor and needy, for those with less not to envy those with more, and for those with more to be humbled by their blessings and convicted to help others. 
But as I call out for action, for love, for a demonstration of the very nature of Christ who you say lives and abides within you,  Christian, for that fruit that is evidence of a good tree – will it be found? 

Or just talked about,  thought about,  philosophized about but never followed? 
Will the only touch of Christ for so many lives be only to wither the fig tree that has no fruit to offer? Will the door be found shut? 
I hope and pray that we will humble ourselves, not only in long winded prayers, but in loving demonstration towards one another the good works that He has laid out before us along this narrow path. 
If your idea of grace prevents you from serving the Lord, if it leaves you enslaved to your sin, if you find your vessel empty and devoid of that promised Holy Spirit,  if you find your religion falling short of that new creation and renewing of your mind to be like Christ, either repent and yield today and decide to serve the Lord your God, or clear the way – for the enemy knows that his time is short and that His defeat is already accomplished. 
Chose your side or clear the way, 

Awake and arise or depart into the darkness,  

you who are either asleep or dead,

You who have decided through your indecision and doubt, 

Hear my cry and repent, 

Receive the breath of life,

Hear the voice of the Good Shepherd, 

Decide today, 

For every knee will bend, 

Every head will bow,

And every tongue will confess, 

That Jesus Christ is Lord.

You have chosen? 

Then do not look for me to strike you down,  brother,

I am not the accuser or the judge, 

I am only a Herald of the message of God, 

I leave room either for the mercy or the wrath of the Father, 

For He knows the hidden desires of men’s hearts, 

He knows the underlying motives and intentions of men,

He will being everything into the light that is hidden, 

And the secrets will be revealed for eternity. 

Where will you stand? 

Or will you sit? 

Or will you weep at His feet? 

Or will you see His face? 

These are the questions that I wonder whether others even wonder about? 

And if our thoughts are set upon eternity,  dear Christian, then how can we miss the opportunity to love today,  to testify today,  to walk with Him, in His will and purpose today? 

Is there some greater calling on your life,  than to BE Christian? 

Through Faith

​By grace THROUGH FAITH.
Faithfulness is not our works,

It is Him working in and through us. 
Faithfulness is not burdensome, 

But is a natural reaction to receiving an amazing gift of grace.

 

Faithfulness is birthed in Hope and grattitude,

That comes from BELIEF in our hearts, 

And drives KNOWING in our thoughts, 

And fosters REPRESNTING in our words, 

And confirms BEING in our actions,

By blossoming into the fruit of Love,

That aroma so pleasing to the saint, 

And so enviable and provoking to the sinner –
Love for God that is also a turning away from selfishness, 

Love for godliness that is a turning away from sinfulness, 

Love for serving others that is a turning away from complacency, 

Love for sharing this Good News that is a turning away from our being ashamed of the gospel, 

Love for conviction and discipline that is a turning away from our rebellion. 

Matthew 1:2

1:2  Ἀβραὰμ ἐγέννησεν τὸν Ἰσαάκ Ἰσαὰκ δὲ ἐγέννησεν τὸν Ἰακώβ Ἰακὼβδὲ ἐγέννησεν τὸν Ἰούδαν καὶ τοὺς ἀδελφοὺς αὐτοῦ

1:2. Abraam gennaō Isaak de Isaak gennaō Iakōb de Iakōb gennaō Ioudas kai autos adelphos 

1:2 Abraham [“father of a multitude”,father of the faith] fathered Isaac [“to laugh”], then Isaac fathered Jacob [“heel-catcher or supplanter”], then Jacob fathered Judah [“he shall be praised”] and his brothers [brethren].

From the root of Abraham, we see Isaac whose name means to laugh or “he laughs” – it is from the Hebrew root יִצְחָק which is a sporting/mocking type of laughter – one might suppose a laughter of disbelief or pride. 

How interesting!

Especially interesting when we examine the name of his half brother יִשְׁמָעֵאל Ishmael = “God will hear”  

There are so many questions that we can ask when we see the name of Abram changed to Abraham, the name of Isaac who was not given a new name, the name of Jacob changed to Israel, and then the twelve brothers who made up the tribes of Israel alluded to by the mention of Judah, who wasn’t the eldest brother, but the fourth child of Jacob and Leah.  

So many questions:

Why didn’t Isaac get a new name?

– My thoughts: It was prophesied to Abraham that he would have a son and his name would be Isaac, so this name was already given to him by God. Whatever name his parents might have had in plan for him was supplanted by the name prophesied to Abraham when his wife Sarah laughed. So Isaac started out with his “new name” day one.

Why was Judah mentioned instead of Ruben, the eldest?

– The lineage of Jesus Christ was through Judah and Tamar, and Christ was the son of promise.

-Reuben’s inappropriate behavior towards Bilhah, led Jacob to give his birthrite away.

“Reuben, you are my firstborn,

My might and the beginning of my strength,

The excellency of dignity and the excellency of power.

Unstable as water, you shall not excel,

Because you went up to your father’s bed;

Then you defiled it;

He went up to my couch.”

Matthew 1:1

1:1  Βίβλος γενέσεως Ἰησοῦ Χριστοῦ, υἱοῦ Δαβὶδ, υἱοῦ Ἀβραάμ

1:1biblos genesis Iēsous Christos huios  Dabid huios  Abraam

1:1 G976 G1078 G2424 G5547 G5207 G1138 G5207 G11

1:1 The [written] book of the [generations] lineage of Jesus [“Jehovah is Salvation”] Christ [“anointed”, Messiah] the son [descendant] of David [second King of Israel, “beloved”] the son [descendant] of Abraham [“father of a multitude”].

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NOTE: Jesus is from Greek origin Iēsous (G) which is from Hebrew origin יְהוֹשׁוּעַ Yĕhowshuwa (H3091)  [Jehovah is Salvation] which is from Hebrew roots  יְהֹוָה (H3068) Yĕhovah [the One True God] and יָשַׁע (H3467) yasha` [to be saved]. 

Digging further, יְהֹוָה (H3068) Yĕhovah [the One True God] is from the Hebrew primitive root הָיָה (H1961) hayah [to be, to exist].


Note: David is from greek Δαβίδ (G) Dabid which is a proper noun/name of Hebrew origin דָּוִד (H) David [“beloved one”] from the root דּוֹד (H) [“beloved”,”love”] from an unused root meaning “to boil”. This lends one to think of a love that is boiling over,  a “cup that runneth over” with love. 


Note: Abraham is from the Greek Ἀβραάμ (G11) Abraam  [“father of a multitude”Of Hebrew origin אַבְרָהָם (H85) Abraham  Contracted from אָב (H1) and an unused root (probably meaning to be populous). Abraham is extolled by Paul as father of the faith and as a pattern of faith by which all believers in Christ have a claim to the title sons or posterity of Abraham (Romans 4:1&11, Galatians 3:6-7&29, Hebrews 11:8).


I find it interesting that in the study of these names, we can find:

1) Jesus, the Son, the HOPE of Salvation

2) David, the youthful Warrior for God & the King, the beloved – overflowing, boiling over with LOVE

3) Abraham, the Father, the pattern of FAITH

So, we find Hope, Faith, and Love revealed in this opening verse about the lineage of Christ, buried within the names themselves. What a beautiful diamond to unearth from a simple study of the names – and these begin to lay out a map to those heavenly treasures that do not rust or rot and cannot be stolen away. 

“So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.” – 1 Corinthians 13:13

Rest?

​Rest?

Peace?

Freedom?

Contentment?
The circumstances of life will change. You will face challenges,  hardships, betrayals, celebrations, and disasters. 
If your happiness is blown around by the particulars of each moment of each day – of how life and people “treat you” – you will recognize restlessness as a fleeting emotion that slips through your fingers like sand – every illusion of control will eventually prove you mistaken as you find that you are controlled by so many captors.
But if there is that foundational truth that you believe in, that grounds you in a firm faith and trust – you can be content, grateful, and even full of joy in the midst of the victories, the storms and the fiery trials of this life – and this type of surrender will free you from all of your captors. 
However,  if we are “too wise” to entertain such “foolish notions” of Good News from an Almighty God, of victory through surrender,  of freedom through slavery – what alternative will you offer us, you cold, dark, hopeless world – you life with no purpose – you death with no conqueror? 
Are “the enlightened” to be drunk with the poison of sin, and the blood of the saints, and the profits of oppression – to feed the very system that binds so many in addiction, in sickness, in slavery to every kind of hurt and treachery we perform against each other? 
#Jesus #OnChristTheSolidRockIStand #Believe
#FreeIndeed